Well, I did it.  I cancelled my appointment with Dr. Mensch.  His snooty secretary gave me a hard time, but you know?  Deal with it lady.  If you’all weren’t so impossible to reach, I’d've tried to make up my mind earlier.

I decided that even if he did find something fixable, it’s not like it’s going to make us try again with my eggs, and we’re going to try everything we can to keep this next pregnancy going, so I’m not feeling a huge need to KNOW.  Which is a bit weird.  I’m usually the first one to scream “Information is Power!” but about this?  I sort of want to treat it prophylacticaly and just move the fuck on.

If I miscarry again – please no – then I will seek the assistance of Dr. Mensch before we move on to any other options.  But til then?  I’m going to try to go with the idea that the womb of death is Under Control.

Which brings us to the beginning of the 1 week countdown to my period.  I’m expexting it Friday, but would love for it to show up earlier.  Lets!  Get!  Going!!!