Comments on: Looking for Something Shiny

By: Al

Al — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 01:14:47 +0000

I know what you mean – I’m so tired of trying and failing and seemingly getting further and further away the goal. The ups and downs are so old and boring and I’m ready to start a new chapter of life (you know, motherhood)

I hope the donor egg cycle is successful — best of luck to you!

ICLW

By: Michele

Michele — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 22:34:34 +0000

I’m sorry. I know it is hard, and it is especially hard to keep it together when you hurt so much inside. But you are doing a great job. Just great. I really want this for you.

By: Traci

Traci — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 07:04:42 +0000

I want you to be done with this too. I want you to start the next phase of your life. Sending lots of hope that these weeks will be on that new path and in 2010 the holidays are an entirely new experience.

By: k

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 05:34:12 +0000

I’m glad to hear the spotting is normal and no cause for concern.

You are very strong and brave. It takes courage to have the beautiful outlook you have on life and it inspires me in my own. Still, its no easy what you’re going through. I am thinking of you during this difficult holiday season and hope and pray your upcoming cycle is IT

By: Rach

Rach — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:47:52 +0000

No words, cept to say that I’m thinking of you xxxx

By: Lisa

Lisa — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:26:50 +0000

Thinking of you.

By: gwinne

gwinne — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 16:52:28 +0000

I hear you on wanting all this to be over…but only if over means a happy ending. It’s been a long road for you, my friend. I keep doing the pregnancy math, too; I’ve got a friend who is due two weeks before I would have been, so seeing her is a constant reminder of where I *should* be, if I had a more cooperative body. Let’s home December brings some fantastic news, eh?

By: Pie

Pie — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 16:20:38 +0000

It is so fast! A few weeks til transfer? Wow, I would be spinning a bit too.

By: Riley

Riley — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 14:16:23 +0000

I’m completely with you in your state of ennui. I’m so ready to get my cycle going but the other side of me is, like you said, so bored with all of this. I’m so tired of focusing on this and worrying about it month after month. I’m just ready for it to be over -one way or the other. I think I need to start looking for something shiny, too. As much as I want my cycle to work, after experiencing so much disappointment, it really is hard to get your hopes up. Maybe this time, since we aren’t expecting much – they’ll all work out perfectly! I can’t believe your transfer will be in a few weeks. I think I’ll focus on being excited and hopeful for you – that way I don’t have to focus as much on what’s going on with me!